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Entertaining the Absurd

Posted by Javacat on Mar 22, 2009 in Daily Dose

Nineteen Days. Everyone was gone this morning…it’s always my biggest test. Antonio and Maia had spent the night at my cousins and Chris had gone snowboarding with his friends. Alone time has been my greatest challenge…trying to dig deep within myself to find a reason to peel myself [...]

 
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Thank You

Posted by Javacat on Mar 16, 2009 in Familia Blogado

There is a finality to “Thank You” notes that I have not yet been able to face. You see, for two weeks, I have harbored some sense of the implausible thinking that I will still wake up and that the death of my beloved Abigail will be some horrible dream. With [...]

 
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How?

Posted by Javacat on Mar 7, 2009 in Familia Blogado

How do I wake up every morning knowing that I cannot change yesterday?
How do I go on living this life without drowning in the “What Ifs” that consume my mind?
How?
How do I reconcile the confusion, the fright, the darkness that threatens to swallow me without the slightest care or deference.
How do I look at the [...]

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